Then it come across my mind, maybe me and hubby can open motorhome repairs but neither of us good at it. Hmmn if worst come to worst, we become the school bus driver since that’s what we are now to our son Josh

I just rambling now because when it is raining, the mood also not good. The clothes that supposed to be dried now are still wet and damn. Not only that, the grass getting longer faster than they usually do and fetching my son becomes hard because driving in the heavy rain is not easy and furthermore, walking my son to the school is really harder when you have to hold the umbrella some more. Yes, when you stuck in the traffic jam, the fastest way is just walk – of course I do this only when the school is already at the walking distance.

Oh God, I wish I have the tub like they usually have in the hotel. I just open the hot water and just submerge my body and just close my eyes and relax. No rain can disturb me when I am in that position. Hehe.

BUT sadly, the rain wins. I do not have the hot tub and obviously I do not have the hot tub cover too.

Wondering will they ever get tired? They seem not too. The only time they stop is when WE stop them. Interesting. Especially my elder son Josh. He usually does not eat much. He loves taking his milk though. He is not really into junk food and he loves eating simple rice with just the soy sauce “kicap”. I wonder is he getting enough for his age.

My son Josh is coming to six and he looks thinner than before. I wonder if there’s such a product for kids of his age. You know, giving him the muscle gain supplements like the adult. It will probably be harmful to him than helping him. Hmmm, I wonder.

You know, when you get older, many stuffs inside your body starting to get sick here and there. You eat good food. You exercise with the thought that it will be all right after that. Well, no matter what, the stuffs that get old inside will get old and useless sooner or later. I just wish mine will be really really slow. Honestly, I do not want to look old, outside and inside.

I heard, not only your heart can slow down beating, your brain, your kidney and even your what … your colon can terrible too. Yaiikks. They said to cure it you need it to clean it. What the …???? So, where do you guys usually go for colon cleanse here in Sabah or in Malaysia? Interesting to know whether we have the pro to service our colons here. Must be damn expensive I guess. Hahahaha!!!

I thought I want to watch CSI, but obviously, the kids having their good time at Channel 613. Sigh. So boring now. I wonder what else to do… that is why I spend my time here.. just typing away. Typing whatever comes to my mind. And guess what in my head now?

Wait, before I tell you all, have you read all my previous posting? Not yet? What the … you doing here? Hahaha. Sorry, just want to let that go. Well, about what’s in my head now, well about skin care stuff lah. What else. How to look more beautiful. How to get rid the black skin under my eyes. How to look beautiful again, not only to myself, but to my hubby and to my kids. Hahaha.

This is what happen when someone in the boring mode. I really want to stop typing but … the TV remote control is still with the kids. So let’s talk about something that you hate very much. You know what? I hate pimples. I hate acne. I hate all of them. Not to mention this adult acne thing. I HATE THEM ALL!!!

Even it is on Sunday now and it is also supposed to be a festival to celebrate with the family, I honestly do not feel like it. You know why? Hubby is working till 8pm today!!!! I so hate his job. Here I am stuck with the kids, not so much of hating it, but regret cannot be with my hubby on this day. Sigh.

On another story, I am more worry with my son Josh coming big exam. Do you think the surrounding has any effect on the children acceptance of the subject being taught? I am just curious. I know studying at home for my son is really difficult. Somehow, for him, being at home is just play, eat and sleep. Wait I add watching TV and play computer.

I wonder the surrounding can be manipulated to emulate the same feelings he received at his school. I wonder if there is such thing as discount classroom furniture??? I would love to have them in one of the room. Dedicated room for study only. I think my kids love to join designing the walls with all those cute pictures, big alphabets and numbers. Hmm, that will be nice. I think I will seriously consider this. I wanna let hubby knows about this. I think he likes the idea of proper study room and play room thing.

Wow, i was once sad not celebrating this holiday with him around, but now I’m all excited with this new idea. Hahaha. That’s positive thinking at work!!!

Selamat Hari Raya again

Anyway, what about me? What is my need? Is wanting something like a full time nanny in the house is a need for me now? Is wanting to have all the nice shoes out there a need for me? Or is wanting to go out shopping with no limitation on what I can buy is a need to me – or is it just a mere wish?

I do know like right at this very moment, I want a nice, easy to use, dummy proof camcorder to capture all my kids behavior especially at weekends. Yea, thinking about it, I do want a camcorder. I just hate to story-telling my hubby when he comes back at night on what funny or sweet things his kids do to me. He always reply with an answer, “Serious? Really? You’re kidding, right?”. Like that. So if I have a camcorder, I just let him see it. Done. Haha.

But where do I can see all these nice camcorders? Which shop that sells cheap but reliable. Cheap but easy to use. Cheap and very cheap???

Hmm, I think I just said too many cheap words up there. Hahaha. Well what to do, I’m on budget anyway. I just wish I get it before this Christmas. I so wanna use it to capture the moment. This I think is a need … FOR NOW!! Hahaha.

If you just busy working the heck out of yourself, ignoring your need and the life around you – you surely gonna die faster than the people who do nothing but enjoying their life out there. You know why? Well, there are so many reasons but one reason I know that can lead to your early funeral is by staying stagnant. Not moving your muscle. Thinking just by using yer brain … well still considered not moving. You die fat probably. Ooops. Serious friend. you need to exercise even though you are working. The best thing of course, go holidaying. Best for the mind and the body. [not so good in the financial dept though] but who cares. If you think it’s worth it, and I tell you, it is worth it, you will do anything to achieve it – I mean the money to finance your holiday shopping spree.

Have any of you heard about this Mesothelioma cancer? Well, to a norm people like us, or make it, like me, I just call this like the lung cancer even though in actual fact it is not exactly. Do you know working in the office can be hazardous too? Especially if you have asbestos ceiling above your head. Do you know what is Asbestos ceiling? Well, the white board above your head – usually used in the aircond surrounded office. Now this Asbestos is actually very dangerous. I just know about this. I watch discovery channel ok

To cut it short, even you are working ‘happily’ in the office, you can die sooner too due to lung cancer. Remember the asbestos?

Its extremely fine fibers are easily inhaled, and exposure to them over a period of years has been linked to cancers of the lung or lung-cavity lining and to asbestosis, a severe lung impairment.

So, while possible.. enjoy your life out there. Remember, it’s your life!!!