Few weeks back, Josh has been asking us to give him birthday party.  When we asked him why does he wants a birthday party, his reply was ” I want everyone here. I want koko Brian, koko Limford, koko Efie, koko Jonathan…” he mentioned all his cousins name. I guess Josh misses them coz it has been quite some time he didn’t meet his cousin.

Then last night, my neighbour had a CNY party and yesterday, the children were sent back home by my uncle. Seeing all the cars parked along our housing area , Josh exclaimed happily to my aunt “yeah, faster moing, papa make birthday party for me!” but the moment he enter our house and saw no one except us, his happy face gone.

He looked so disappointed and asked “no party papa?” Hubby explained to him that his birthday is still few months away. Josh not satisfied until he requested his papa to show him on the calendar when is his birthday. Josh really looks forward to his 6th birthday and he even tell us he wants BEN 10 for his birthday party theme.

Remember my son Josh? The super hyper active kid? The non stop talking and loves to question when his request denied? Yup, that’s my son, Josh.

Josh who  make our life up and down but most of all fill our life with laughter and joy. Not only our life, but his twins brother too. When Josh not around, the twins feel his absent and will keep on asking where is their beloved koko coz the koko is their best play mate.  Josh always create a new game for them to play and it really helps me especially on weekend when I’m alone with the kids.

With Josh occupying the twins time, I can do my housework, thanks to Josh. In a way, I am stress free at home and I can save hubby’s money from buying me all those anti aging face face creams

Thank you darling Josh and thank you LORD for the beautiful sons you gave us. Amen.

I can’t wait for our first ever holiday. Real holiday with Josh and hubby.

SADLY .. WITHOUT OUR TWINS!! [don't ask why .. i wanna cry again if i think about it...]

Anyway, in less than 24 hours, we will be up in the sky and be in somewhere Josh really looking forward to. I am pretty sure hubby gonna take lotsa of pictures. This is for our treasure holiday with Josh.

I wanna enjoy myself and enjoy it with my beloved ones. Hope and pray everything goes smoothly as we plan. Hope and pray also that everything goes smoothly back home. Twins, we gonna miss you for sure. Hubby add one more thing, hope his car accessories are still there when he comes back. Haha.

See you all when I come back

We enroll Josh with an art class at his school. He loves drawing and that is why we decided to let him try the art class.

His art class conducted only once a week and we pay a very minimum fee for that. At first, he is so excited about the class but lately, he complained when he saw his “yellow beg” inside the car. “Mommy, why you bring the yellow bag?” and I have to explain to him that he has a drawing on that day.

I don’t know whether he’s lazy to stay back at the school until 12.30pm or he’s interest in drawing fading. When we ask his teacher, “no problem, he’s ok..” was the reply we get. So I’m thinking maybe next year, no more art class for him but of course, it is all depends on Josh also.

Sometimes, he’s so into it but sometimes, he’s just not interested. It is all depends on his mood

I honestly say this is so tiring but despite all that shouting, running and gasping for air, I truly enjoyed it.

I hope I have time again to do this. I mean weekend with hubby. Just look at their faces. Even I am stress with work in the office, to see their faces like this, smiling, laughing, shouting, sweating, you name it. I just love the moment. I wish hubby has a different job, different working hour or even better just stay at home doing his online business. The kids sure love it and I love it too

Yeah. Vacation coming up. Well, not in this month ok. Hopefully by next month. Hopefully if my kind hearted Boss will let me go for it. wink wink.

To be honest, it is not entirely for me or even for hubby. Hubby gone enough holidaying already. Hahaha. You know for his Radio Control Racing outstation – that’s considered holidaying too. Haha.

Anyway, the vacation is actually a long overdue trip for my son Josh. You know. He keep saying, “Let’s go KL, Mommy, Papa.” Don’t know how many times already. When we asked him where is KL, he told us, the one with aeroplanes – the airport he means. Hahaha. So you know. I kind of pity him. So we decided to bring him far away. Over The Sea where it requires all of us to go aboard the aeroplane and just fly away. He loves that. I’ve seen him excited when on his first air travel to Tawau, he was so excited. That actually worries me for this long journey!!!

Stress! Stress! Stress!!!!!!!!

It almost end of the year and soon school will be closed for a month holiday.  But before the holiday, every school will have their final exam and the same goes to Josh.

It’s been almost 2 weeks his teacher gave them “homework aka revision” and I noticed Josh didn’t even want to pay attention.  For him that was just another homework to be completed before his Papa and Mommy comes home . (He MUST complete his homework before he can play computer, that’s the rule we set)

With his exam just around the corner, I tried to spend more time with him doing revision and he gets bored He says I gave him too many “homework” to do and he is too tired but never tired of playing his computer game

He is too playful and that worries me a LOT! I even have nightmare about it! Me learning all his Chinese characters and him become the teacher

Who needs weight loss products when by just thinking of his attitude makes me sleepless and loss appetite

Today, I feel like sharing with you all about my son, Josh. The one who can easily makes me shoot up to the sky with anger. The son who can cheer you up just being silly. And not forgetting the one who take control of our lives (it should be the other way round right?)

Every Tuesday is Josh’s art class. We arrived early last Tuesday. The teacher signal “not out”. I, like usual, will go down and walk to his class. I took a peep at his normal place but he is no way to be seen. I thought he must be in the wash room washing his hand. I’m about to go when I saw him standing at the door and waving at me. He went inside (thought he’s taking his bag mana tau..) he went out again and stand near the door looking at me.  Like minta kesian ni. I give him with a question mark look.  As if he understand my look, he went back inside and I hear him asking his teacher “Lau se, my mommy ada sudah.” and his teacher answer him “pulanglah” Happily he went to his place for his bag.