I like to share this short story with you all as a reminder especially to myself, who often forget when I’m angry

While a man was polishing his new car, his 4-years old son picked up a stone and scratched lines on the side of the car.  In anger, the man took the child’s hand and hit it many times, not realizing he was using a wrench.

At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures.  When the child saw his father, with painful eyes he asked, “Dad, when will my fingers grow back?” The man was so hurt and speechless, he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times.  Devastated by his own actions, sitting in front of that car, he looked at the scratches the child had written ” LOVE YOU DAD!”  The next day, the man committed suicide……

I need a holiday! Badly! A real holiday…swimming in a pool with my hubby, the kids and their nanny, lying lazily watching the sunset, walking the distance with no rush and shopping till the leg or hands hurt (or worst, till the purse drop, hahaha).

Sigh…what a wish. A wish that I hope will come true soon as hubby has been talking about it. We’ve been talking and talking but we have not really sit down and discuss it seriously as we both are busy with work

So for the time being, I just have to keep on dreaming about it and keep my finger cross

btw, anyone knows where to find in Malaysia like the Outer Banks offers? If yes, please drop me a line, thanks..appreciate it so much

update: if there is no vaccine for the H1N1 virus, I guess our H O L I D A Y will be in KIV until further notice

Dear Papa,

We never got to choose you

But, mommy had a great taste

Mommy picked you as her husband and she had picked the best hubby

and as a result, we got the BEST Papa in the world

Happy Father’s Day Papa! We love you so much!!!!

p/s: Not forgetting to all fathers out there..Happy Father’s day from us..

Happy Birthday darling Josh!

Mommy, Papa, adik 1 and adik 2  wishes  you lots and lots of happiness.
We Love you very much coz you are so special to our heart but soon, you will be all grown up….

So darling Josh, dream big dreams and work hard to make them true..We know you can do it. We have faith in you.

Just remember darling Josh, if you need mommy or papa, just call and we’ll be there…and no matter where you are,  just remember darling Josh, you’ll always in mommy’s and papa’s heart.

Happy Birthday My Josh. God bless you!

Tomorrow, hubby will be away for 4 days to attend his RC race in Miri. I’m sure the children will be missing him especially Presley. I hope the children won’t get sick or whatsoever for missing their papa

This will be the first time I’m home alone with the children. I hope everything will be ok especially the electricity.

I HOPE NO BLACKOUT as our area is well known of B-L-A-C-K-O-U-T and it happen almost everyday , sigh! Pleaseeeeeeeeee, no more B-L-A-C-K-O-U-T.  I’m scared of the dark what more my children…they are terrified of the DARK!!!

No electricity is one thing, security of the house is another thing. Sigh!  Hubby has been thinking of installing the wireless security system but we yet to install it Harap-harap the “unwanted” people tidaklah terfikir mo visit our house..TOUCH WOOoooooooD!!!!!

I’m so tired but still I can’t close my eyes. So many things in my mind especially this week. Starting tomorrow, I know I will be busy till the weekend. I am talking about my full time in office and at home. I so long for holiday.

Holiday without the kids is totally out of the question. Especially when hubby going for his Borneo Cup Radio control Race in Miri this Friday 15th till 18th, I will be alone with the kids. I wish I can follow him. Well, hubby never said I cannot follow but knowing he will be focusing more on his race and I know how serious he is with his “Big Boys Toys” radio control gas powered buggy and truggy, I just wanna go to Miri just for sightseeing and be out of his sight but still available there. I wish him all the best. I know he wants us there to cheer for him but circumstances just not right. I hope one day we all can go together.. one day.

It’s been a while I didn’t see the sunset, too busy in the office clearing the clutters, sigh! What to do, I’ve promised my boss to do it very very long time ago and I just need to do it, NOW! (if my boss happen to read this, I know he’ll be laughing and says “we’ll see this time.”) As I was typing this, I can imagine my boss face with his sarcastic smile

I hope the two days he’s not around will give me the time to put away all the papers and documents and how I wish I’ve requested earlier for a box cutter as now I realise, I do need one to do my packing

Sigh! When will again I be able to sit down at the beach with hubby and the kids watching the sunset?? I really missing it

This is the hubby talking here. I have to say, do not disturb her now if you want her to be happy. She is currently busy clearing clutters everywhere, be it at home or in the office. Just sms, YM will do. If no response, just wait. LOL~!

The only free time, and even that is not totally free is when we have to stop, drop everything, and eat with the children on dinner time. For the whole 2 days she took leave, she already busy sweeping, vacuuming, moving things upstairs all by herself. While of course I was put in charge downstairs of our house. Yes, the grass and everything downstairs, toys, laundry. And even that she helped me to finish. Kesian her.

To cut thing short, I decided to bring them out, along with the kids’ nanny, our lovely auntie and her son to the new food court, or food stalls just beside the Tg Aru Plaza. Our first time there and the first impression … it was really a good place to hang out. To eat I mean. No alcohol though. All muslims stalls but quite nice environment to eat our dinner there.