This is the hubby talking here. I have to say, do not disturb her now if you want her to be happy. She is currently busy clearing clutters everywhere, be it at home or in the office. Just sms, YM will do. If no response, just wait. LOL~!

The only free time, and even that is not totally free is when we have to stop, drop everything, and eat with the children on dinner time. For the whole 2 days she took leave, she already busy sweeping, vacuuming, moving things upstairs all by herself. While of course I was put in charge downstairs of our house. Yes, the grass and everything downstairs, toys, laundry. And even that she helped me to finish. Kesian her.

To cut thing short, I decided to bring them out, along with the kids’ nanny, our lovely auntie and her son to the new food court, or food stalls just beside the Tg Aru Plaza. Our first time there and the first impression … it was really a good place to hang out. To eat I mean. No alcohol though. All muslims stalls but quite nice environment to eat our dinner there.

I can feel her sadness and her unhappiness even though she’s smiling, jokes and does all the stuffs she normally do without showing her sadness. But I know, deep down in her heart, she’s sad. So sad but just do not want to show it, even to me *sigh*

It is a big decision she made, I know. I told her she has my full support, my understanding, my love, no matter what she decides. I hope her sadness will go away soon and get back to herself again. I wish I can take away the pain from her … If only it is as easy as buying her ellipticals I would have done that much more earlier..but this is just not that easy …

Yes, really panas ni. Betul2 panas like hot , angry and damn angry while I’m hungry at the same time. Oh ya, this is not JPP Mom. This is the The Papa.. hijacked this blog to get my anger out. Panas betul ni.

I tried since last night when everyone asleep. I thought I can post yesterday’s activity.. but damn whatever TM, DNS and or *beep* *beep* stuffs, all my blogs on the same server are inaccessible.

Okay, enough. Must get myself calm down or else I wanna strangle someone or something must need to be broken to make me satisfied!!!

PANASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!

I thought when she came home that night from her annual dinner (last Thursday, 01st May 2008), I had to help her bringing in the big LCD TV. You know, they have this big 32″ or probably the 42″ LCD TV as the Grand prize in their annual dinner lucky draw. She is always lucky (coz as far as I remember, she always bring home something) and I thought that night she is too. My son Josh and I have to hold ourselves from falling asleep, just waiting for her back home.

We either excited or sleepy at that time because at around 12am (midnite) she was still not around. I have to keep Josh occupied all the time. Normally I accompany Josh watching the Astro channel 613 but that night I decided to just play pc games; 3 direct nonstop pc games with him. This of course easily made the time flied faster than normal. Furthermore, I am spending more time with Josh and that is always good for son-father bonding

Do you know what I am talking about? Have you seen in the papers recently? Not enough with the mega sales going on with the Giant, Servay and even the CKS, and oh ya, the Milimewah too, our own Airline companies gone overboard (once again) with RM0.00 with their flights? Is that crazy or is that crazy?

Actually not. All this cheap flights meant nothing to our family. We do not care anyway. Even if we can travel all the way to Italy to visit our favorite Ferrari Assembly Plant site with everything paid for, we still cannot go. We are just too occupied. Occupied to the brim, right up to our nose. Stuck at home. So sad.

Did I mention, someone is really busy lately?

Yeah, she is so busy even I, the hubby need to hack into her blog to find out why! So sorry friends. She is indeed very busy now. How busy? There a few comments still not moderated. Some plugins need to be updated. Even this wordpress version is out of order. Yep, so many things inside here left unattended for so long. Can’t blame her. She is obviously very busy.

Reason Number 1 is of course from her work in the office. Non- stop. Second, when back home, she has to take care 3, nope, 4 boys, 3 boys and 1 adult. All need her constant ‘caring’. Yeah, the adult also need caring, you know

Well, to be honest, other than she is really is busy with her work and at home too, she is in the state of, how to say this, “moodless” is there such a word? Never mind, in other word, she lost interest in blogging ever since her hide out has been compromised already. Known to the Boss, to be direct.