I am not complaining. I just cannot sleep now. Thinking about the house and the available space for my kids and my hubby. Sigh.

Just wanna say, I think I’m getting used to go exercise after my working hour. It’s like eating and brushing my teeth. It’s the routine that I love to do nowadays.

Especially after hearing hubby said, I look better after so many times breeze walking. Sometimes I’m not sure whether he really means that but still I feel better for myself. I do feel energetic. Now I want to up the exercise routine. This time I wanna make sure I not only go for breeze walking but really run all the way. I did actually at Bukit Padang. Girls, I tell you. It really hurt on the knees. To add the pain, my current shoes are not meant for jogging.

Damn, the things I have to do so that I do not have to take all those diet pills really sometimes, taxing my mind and body. However, do you think it’s worth it? Listening to my body and to what hubby said, I think it’s all worth it. After all, I am not young anymore but I have to take care three young kids and not to mention the ‘youngest boy’ in the house. I need all the energy I can to make everyone happy. Imagine carrying the twins left and right and the elder Josh want to join in too. Fainted!!!

Yeah, do not believe what he said about your face. If he said you’re beautiful, the more you should be curious about it. Yeah, be curious because you know deep inside, you know how you look anyway. He just want to avoid further discussion about it. Aha!

Yeah, I just thought about this. Life is really shorter than anyone thinking. The moment you stop enjoying your life, you are already dead! Yeah. I think this is true - to some extent of course.

If you just busy working the heck out of yourself, ignoring your need and the life around you - you surely gonna die faster than the people who do nothing but enjoying their life out there. You know why? Well, there are so many reasons but one reason I know that can lead to your early funeral is by staying stagnant. Not moving your muscle. Thinking just by using yer brain … well still considered not moving. You die fat probably. Ooops. Serious friend. you need to exercise even though you are working. The best thing of course, go holidaying. Best for the mind and the body. [not so good in the financial dept though] but who cares. If you think it’s worth it, and I tell you, it is worth it, you will do anything to achieve it - I mean the money to finance your holiday shopping spree.

I like to share this short story with you all as a reminder especially to myself, who often forget when I’m angry

While a man was polishing his new car, his 4-years old son picked up a stone and scratched lines on the side of the car.  In anger, the man took the child’s hand and hit it many times, not realizing he was using a wrench.

At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures.  When the child saw his father, with painful eyes he asked, “Dad, when will my fingers grow back?” The man was so hurt and speechless, he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times.  Devastated by his own actions, sitting in front of that car, he looked at the scratches the child had written ” LOVE YOU DAD!”  The next day, the man committed suicide……

Any idea what else  I can do with this deco?

I know the flowers as well as the birds needs some washing and a bit  re-arrangement but I wanted to do more..I mean other than that. But the problem is I’m not an artist and I’m not good with flower arrangement

So what else can I do? Should I make it to a heart shape or just leave it as it is? I feel so sayang to throw as this was one of my decoration during my wedding..ada sentimental value people says

I’m hopping someone who is very generous out there and who happen to read this post will give suggestion on what should I do with it

I need a holiday! Badly! A real holiday…swimming in a pool with my hubby, the kids and their nanny, lying lazily watching the sunset, walking the distance with no rush and shopping till the leg or hands hurt (or worst, till the purse drop, hahaha).

Sigh…what a wish. A wish that I hope will come true soon as hubby has been talking about it. We’ve been talking and talking but we have not really sit down and discuss it seriously as we both are busy with work

So for the time being, I just have to keep on dreaming about it and keep my finger cross

btw, anyone knows where to find in Malaysia like the Outer Banks offers? If yes, please drop me a line, thanks..appreciate it so much

update: if there is no vaccine for the H1N1 virus, I guess our H O L I D A Y will be in KIV until further notice

Dear Papa,

We never got to choose you

But, mommy had a great taste

Mommy picked you as her husband and she had picked the best hubby

and as a result, we got the BEST Papa in the world

Happy Father’s Day Papa! We love you so much!!!!

p/s: Not forgetting to all fathers out there..Happy Father’s day from us..