I’m in dilemma. I badly need someone to talk to..no, not just talking but to share what I had keep so long inside me :(

The feeling is really killing me…well killing me softly, inside and I can’t do anything but just let it be. If only I was given permission to share it, to talk about it, I think I will not be feeling so bad now :(

Oh why, why do you choose me to keep this secret? Can’t you just share it with someone else? Someone who is much much more closer to you? Why me? We don’t even know each other that close except a “helo, good morning.”, “bye, see ya.” What makes you think I’ll be able to hold on to your secret? What??????

Oh man, this is really killing and if I accidentally tell somebody about this, does this mean I’m bad??Am I? Just thinking about it makes me dizzy and I think it’s about time for me to get extra protection..yup I better buy another short term health insurance NC in case something happen to me right?

I guess, the moral of  this is…don’t try to be a good samaritan coz not always we’ll be repay for being good, am right?