Enough with this stress already or else you all stress reading my blog

Let me see what else can I share with you all without the word “stress” in it. Hmm thinking what to share also can make you stress you know

This is what happen when you are so stress. Can’t think properly

But you know what? I stress up to the max but end of the day, when I come home and look at my children faces, nothing else matter.  It worth the stress just to see them smiling and happy

Ok Preston not smiling here but he smile when he greets us

and to that, I end my post

The colon cleanse reviews? I guess the reviews just have to wait until I have an idea and oh well, just have to wait lah

Stress! Stress! Stress!!!!!!!!

It almost end of the year and soon school will be closed for a month holiday.  But before the holiday, every school will have their final exam and the same goes to Josh.

It’s been almost 2 weeks his teacher gave them “homework aka revision” and I noticed Josh didn’t even want to pay attention.  For him that was just another homework to be completed before his Papa and Mommy comes home . (He MUST complete his homework before he can play computer, that’s the rule we set)

With his exam just around the corner, I tried to spend more time with him doing revision and he gets bored He says I gave him too many “homework” to do and he is too tired but never tired of playing his computer game

He is too playful and that worries me a LOT! I even have nightmare about it! Me learning all his Chinese characters and him become the teacher

Who needs weight loss products when by just thinking of his attitude makes me sleepless and loss appetite

Just a short wish here. Merry .. oops, Selamat Hari Raya to all my Muslim friends and relative. Hope you have a good day and enjoy yourself.

Even it is on Sunday now and it is also supposed to be a festival to celebrate with the family, I honestly do not feel like it. You know why? Hubby is working till 8pm today!!!! I so hate his job. Here I am stuck with the kids, not so much of hating it, but regret cannot be with my hubby on this day. Sigh.

On another story, I am more worry with my son Josh coming big exam. Do you think the surrounding has any effect on the children acceptance of the subject being taught? I am just curious. I know studying at home for my son is really difficult. Somehow, for him, being at home is just play, eat and sleep. Wait I add watching TV and play computer.

Today, I feel like sharing with you all about my son, Josh. The one who can easily makes me shoot up to the sky with anger. The son who can cheer you up just being silly. And not forgetting the one who take control of our lives (it should be the other way round right?)

Every Tuesday is Josh’s art class. We arrived early last Tuesday. The teacher signal “not out”. I, like usual, will go down and walk to his class. I took a peep at his normal place but he is no way to be seen. I thought he must be in the wash room washing his hand. I’m about to go when I saw him standing at the door and waving at me. He went inside (thought he’s taking his bag mana tau..) he went out again and stand near the door looking at me.  Like minta kesian ni. I give him with a question mark look.  As if he understand my look, he went back inside and I hear him asking his teacher “Lau se, my mommy ada sudah.” and his teacher answer him “pulanglah” Happily he went to his place for his bag.

You know, it is quite early in the morning now and I cannot sleep. I can’t stop thinking about lot of things.  I think about my children, my life but most of all about my office work, the never ending story but thank gudness, I have a very understanding boss, he gives me freedom how to do my work but of course to deliver on time 

I’m worry about the future of my children. Will I be able to save enough money for them for their education? Their medical? Their needs? but most of all, will I live that long to provide all these? It is so scary just thinking about these all. I’m sweating like I’ve just finish running 3 rounds. Phewww..thank gudness I do not need to worry about being smelly with all this sweat dropping non stop as I have the best colon cleanse to protect me, if not sure havoc, the batallion sure angry coz their sleep were disturb by their smelly mommy

I totally no idea what is a Corporate usb drive? Is it a motivational thing or just a product like the normal usb that plug and play? I am not a computer woman, so I just leave it as it is then.

Oh ya, someone asked me about it yesterday which I found it quite awkward. I thought to myself this guy must be testing me or what asking me this type question when he knows I am not that IT savvy. Kind of stupe but i guess he just asked me cause maybe to him, I’m the Know-it-all lady. Hahaha.

I wonder where? I am thinking of bringing Josh after his big exam. I hope he is going to do well. I am little bit worry with him. He plays too much and never seem interested to do his homework. Sigh.

One thing I know, he keeps saying he wants to go KL. I don’t know where he get that idea or does he really knows what the letter KL means. Maybe he got it from our Nanny during the time his Papa and I went to KL long time ago. Oh well, I think he deserve at least one trip to the real KL and not to KL of Kg. Likas. Hahaha.

We ever thought of bringing him to the Singapore, Circuit City, for the F1 night race when we thought Michael Schumacher was really wanted to make his F1 return BUt sadly, NOT! Damn.

I’m in dilemma. I badly need someone to talk to..no, not just talking but to share what I had keep so long inside me

The feeling is really killing me…well killing me softly, inside and I can’t do anything but just let it be. If only I was given permission to share it, to talk about it, I think I will not be feeling so bad now

Oh why, why do you choose me to keep this secret? Can’t you just share it with someone else? Someone who is much much more closer to you? Why me? We don’t even know each other that close except a “helo, good morning.”, “bye, see ya.” What makes you think I’ll be able to hold on to your secret? What??????

Oh man, this is really killing and if I accidentally tell somebody about this, does this mean I’m bad??Am I? Just thinking about it makes me dizzy and I think it’s about time for me to get extra protection..yup I better buy another short term health insurance NC in case something happen to me right?