I just want to let it out. I am not sure sometimes what I really want. I do know one thing, my children’s need. Milk, diapers and their foods.

Anyway, what about me? What is my need? Is wanting something like a full time nanny in the house is a need for me now? Is wanting to have all the nice shoes out there a need for me? Or is wanting to go out shopping with no limitation on what I can buy is a need to me – or is it just a mere wish?

I do know like right at this very moment, I want a nice, easy to use, dummy proof camcorder to capture all my kids behavior especially at weekends. Yea, thinking about it, I do want a camcorder. I just hate to story-telling my hubby when he comes back at night on what funny or sweet things his kids do to me. He always reply with an answer, “Serious? Really? You’re kidding, right?”. Like that. So if I have a camcorder, I just let him see it. Done. Haha.

But where do I can see all these nice camcorders? Which shop that sells cheap but reliable. Cheap but easy to use. Cheap and very cheap???

Hmm, I think I just said too many cheap words up there. Hahaha. Well what to do, I’m on budget anyway. I just wish I get it before this Christmas. I so wanna use it to capture the moment. This I think is a need … FOR NOW!! Hahaha.