I’m so tired but still I can’t close my eyes. So many things in my mind especially this week. Starting tomorrow, I know I will be busy till the weekend. I am talking about my full time in office and at home. I so long for holiday.

Holiday without the kids is totally out of the question. Especially when hubby going for his Borneo Cup Radio control Race in Miri this Friday 15th till 18th, I will be alone with the kids. I wish I can follow him. Well, hubby never said I cannot follow but knowing he will be focusing more on his race and I know how serious he is with his “Big Boys Toys” radio control gas powered buggy and truggy, I just wanna go to Miri just for sightseeing and be out of his sight but still available there. I wish him all the best. I know he wants us there to cheer for him but circumstances just not right. I hope one day we all can go together.. one day.

Moreover, I wish we have the rv. We can all drive to Miri while the kids can enjoy themselves inside the vehicle, watching tv, playing computer games or even sleep while still nearer to hubby. Especially for Presley who seems to be so attached to hubby this lately. Sigh. All the wishes. All the dreams… don’t know when gonna come true.

Till then, I just be happy that on my Birthday and on Mothers’ Day, they all were there celebrating, kissing and hugging me. I couldn’t ask for more. I know they love me very much and I too of course love them with my life.

The End.