I think I am fat already. I saw one of my picture the other day, I look really fat. I hate that dress and I make sure I will not wear it again. Yes blame it on the dress. It makes me look fat, damn fat.

To make thing worse, hubby said I look sexy as ever. Hahaha. You know that is not true right. He even makes think that I can just eat whatever I like without thinking about the outcome. The more you think about you getting fat, the more you will become – he said!?! Is that right???

You know, I always said I’m really busy and in real life yes I am too. So maybe hubby got the point right that when you just eat naturally, without even thinking you need the natural appetite suppressant, you still can maintain your current “size”. This is due to the high metabolism generated from working your mind and body .. well that is what hubby said lah .. I don’t have a clue what is that.. LOL~

For me, according to hubby, If (when) I am busy, I eat a lot, I still can have the “sexy” look he said.

OH MY GOD … meaning if I am not busy, like relaxing at home (seldom), I eat I can go fat.. OH NO!!!

I better stop now. Better get busy. Let the body work a bit. I go sweep the floor – don’t use the vacuum. I go hand wash – don’t use the washing machine. what else????? Panic button ON now!! ARrrrrggghhh!!!