I think I am fat already. I saw one of my picture the other day, I look really fat. I hate that dress and I make sure I will not wear it again. Yes blame it on the dress. It makes me look fat, damn fat.

To make thing worse, hubby said I look sexy as ever. Hahaha. You know that is not true right. He even makes think that I can just eat whatever I like without thinking about the outcome. The more you think about you getting fat, the more you will become – he said!?! Is that right???

The day is coming and I am excited but not really. I have no expectation but still I hope something happening on that day … something special.

So many things I like to have in my life, in my special day and that is probably the why it can be really difficult to be satisfied. Yeah, I am talking about my B-I-R-T-H-D-A-Y!! What else

I do not know how to say this, but I need a breakaway. Whatever the real word means. I just need a long holiday.. far from the city. Just us family. I do not mind the long travel as long as it is not work related and not stuck at home.

I want my hubby, my Josh, my Preston and Presley and if possible, my kids’ moing family to be there too. A resort will be nice. I do not mind, even a long drive to down interior to Keningau or up north Kudat or fly away to neighboring country. Not Thailand at this moment. They got problem there. I just do not mind.

I am not choosy. Any one of those weekend getaways will be nice for me and for the family. As long as not work related, I go for it. As long as with my lovely family, I am all smile. I do not mind the Twins there making havoc as usual, Josh jumping up and down disturbing the surrounding and fighting toys with the Twins. To some people for sure cannot stand it but for me, I am used to it and loving every minute of it. Even the scary thought of losing all my hair due to the stress coming along with it. I do not mind. I just want a long breakaway without thinking about work and domestic obstacles. I wish they all gone away. Poof!

I am about to type something here and I thought it is going to be important. I hope so. I mean it supposed so. Well, anything for the family is important.

When comes to family affair, it should be my priority. Anything less is just not right for me. Now I am making time to do a post here all because to show how hard it is for me to write even a simple sentence and it already took me half an hour. That is wasting my time. I should just stop here but I am forcing myself to test my limit.

Now on the 3rd paragraph, I already losing the mood to type. Lack of interest one thing. The other thing is I’m tired especially at this very hour. I can’t sleep. So many things in my mind. I am forcing myself and letting my fingers do all this. If only things can get better at an instance after all typing, it will really make my day.

I really salute to those who manage to update their blog/s despite being busy with their daily routine/life.

I wonder what are their secrets? Is it because they are good with time management? Or is it because writing one or two post didn’t even take much of their time, half an hour maybe? Or maybe these guys just know how to make time

If only I know their secret

and if you happen to be one of them, can you share with me your tips? If not because of my boss’s assignment, I am 100% sure this blog will NOT be updated for a very long time unless my hubby make some time to rumble here

OK, I better stop now as I’ve taken so much time typing this short post whereby I’m suppose to finish my research on business hotels in Sabah. Sigh! and Josh is begging me to accompany him to bed

Well I have talked about this before and it is definitely not easy to sell!

Hubby and I totally out of our mind thinking of other ways to sell it. The apartment has nothing wrong with it. It is a very nice place to live in. It is quiet, spacious and really a good neighborhood location. It was a show house last time and we have good memories only with this apartment. We even installed a very expensive food waste grinder … something like that where you just throw everything down the sink and it just swallow them all up, chew them to pieces. yes, even the chicken wing bones. Except plastics, the rest all gone down there. Pretty neat and clean.

When comes to the lighting fixture, well was a show house, what do you expect? Of course the bulbs changed. They all wore out. Man, I’m really stress just thinking of the apartment. If my son is big enough now to stay on his own, we would have given him there to stay. He even likes it.

Kin panas ni…my bff  (beautiza & cay) are enjoying themselves now while I’m stuck in the office

How do I know they are having fun at the moment? THEY CALLED!!! Isk….I’m soooooo want to be with them

Frustrated gila ni

Bah, if you guys can’t find what I’ve ask for, just get me an eye creme to paitong the dark circle under my eyes (too many late nights, LOL) ok?

P/S: YOU TWO SUPPOSE TO SHOP TILL YOU DROP NOT EAT TILL YOU BUNCIT