Early morning, my blood already boiling. I thought I can have a peaceful day today after a hectic days for the last few days. Sigh.

I sometimes wonder how people can be a “Manager” when making a simple decision also cannot. Sigh. They must have the title and job because of connection or just know how  to polish shoes! Isk really geram when I think back.

How to have a peaceful day like this you tell me? Arrggggggh! If only facing all these nonsense things in office can make me lose weight, I REALLY don’t mind and will not think so many times of should I or shouldn’t I get the Fenphedra

If only kan….

Time pass really fast and today, it has been more than 32 years you left us but the memories with you still feel fresh as it just happen yesterday *sniff sniff sniff*

I do not have much memory of you compares to the others and that really makes me sad. I can’t remember you holding my hand, hugging me, scolding me, telling me bed time stories etc etc. I can’t even remember how you look like

But no matter what, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MOM! and I know you are safe and happier with GOD

And mom, I hope the Angel brought you the little pressie I got for you (thought of giving you GPS but I’m sure you never forget your way home right mom?)

Everyday, they will wait for us in front of this door patiently…

Everyday, we never fails to be greeted by smiles or laughs from them too..

Everyday, we look forward to this moment coz just seeing them take away all our worries and sadness…

And everyday, we thank God for giving  us these lovely child…

Yea, finally we got Josh’s pictures for his school night and I kinda disappointed coz only a few of them If we were allowed to bring camera in, I’m sure we have LOTS of his pictures *sigh*.

Anyway, I don’t want to sound ungrateful for the school efforts. I am happy that they manage to capture Josh’s during the performance otherwise I will have no memory at all right?

I wish I can share the short video (taken by hubby using his hp, hehehe curi curi bah) but hubby forget where he puts the cable. Sigh…..and since this is our first experience, hubby cried whereby me, scolding other kids who were playing with the projector outside which resulted me not watching Josh’s perform at all *sigh*

Note:  Please click the pictures to see the caption

I am getting lazy. Yes, L.A.Z.Y.! Too lazy to update this blog even though I have tons of stories to share. Sigh. Not only lazy, momentum to blog also gone. Hmm I might as well take holiday from blogging (hahahaha already started pun)

Anyway, remember my previous post regarding Josh’s Yuk Yu nite? I’m glad everything goes well that night even though  Josh cried in the beginning (he thought I left him alone when he didn’t see me around :p ) but apart from that, he’s happy. We don’t have any pictures of him that night as we can’t take any pictures. Sigh! Now waiting for his pictures from the school

Another headache for us after that night, Josh keep on asking us if we can have a living room like “big school” has. Gossh!! How to have a living room like a theater? He thinks we can give him home theater seating just like that *scratch head*

Now you know why he requested such a thing

I am nervous! The feeling is just like the day I’m getting married but nope I’m not getting married now

I am so nervous just thinking about tonight coz tonight my son Josh will be performing as a conjunction of his school night, YUK YU NIGHT!!!

I know I shouldn’t be but hey, this is my first experience and I do not know what to expect, LOL! But whatever it is, I hope Josh will do his best *finger cross*

But sadly, we are not allowed to bring in any camera or video to capture this moment as the school do not want the parents to distract the students. Furthermore, the school already hire a professional to capture the moment *sigh*

I hope the pro dapat capture two or more of my little boy  especially Josh is wearing a Hawaiian costume Will post his picture wearing that sexy costume later

When you are sad, what will you do?

Will you…

1. Start calling whoever you have in mind and start telling them how sad are you?

2. Eat, eat, eat

3. Sit at the dark and cry until there’s no more tears?

4. Make yourself really busy?

5. Ignore the feeling and pretend to be happy?

Please do share with this mommy coz she’s so sad at this moment and don’t know what to do