Sometimes I wonder if I have done enough for my family. Family I mean, my hubby, my Josh, My Preston and my Presley.

I am not trying to be the super woman or whatever the term, I just want everyone to be happy. I would love to fulfill their dreams, their wants, their needs and their cravings. I want to do it because I love all of them.

For now, even though I think my hubby never really wanted anything special because he just wants us to be happy together, I know deep inside him he still want to enjoy his life, meaning with his hobby radio control car racing and all those Big Boys Toys; And guess what, the only thing he does not wish for is riding a motor bike. Even if you give him the Harley Davidson Chopper bike or the Low Rider, he won’t take it. One thing for sure, Harley parts are one damn expensive and no local shop has them all. He also told me a story that his friend got into accident riding his Yamaha Bike and not his friend fault, hit by a car from behind and currently is paralyze. So sad.

Sometimes I wonder, life is really too short not to enjoy anything. Sadly, I for once, different. I just want to be with my family and enjoy anything, everything with them. That is all I want. Okay, maybe I want to go out once in a while, like going for the F1 SingTel Singapore Grand Prix, but that’s different. That’s expensive once in a lifetime kind of enjoyment. Even that is without my hubby. Sad. Sigh.

I just hope while I am still alive and kicking, I made everyone in my family, fulfilled their dreams, happy always and I am still there to witness it. Amen.

“I would like to wish all Muslim friends happy Fasting and God Bless Always!”