If I was not asked by my boss to get an online car insurance quotes, I don’t think I will be updating my blog now.

I feel so guilty abandoned this loyal blog who has been there for me through good times and bad times. Looking at it just now makes me feel guilty especially towards you all, my good friends, who have been dropping by here without fail and put a line and two for me and my family, wishing us, especially me, getting back to myself.

Thank you so much to you all. I really appreciate it especially now. Only God will repay you all. God bless everyone!

I can feel her sadness and her unhappiness even though she’s smiling, jokes and does all the stuffs she normally do without showing her sadness. But I know, deep down in her heart, she’s sad. So sad but just do not want to show it, even to me *sigh*

It is a big decision she made, I know. I told her she has my full support, my understanding, my love, no matter what she decides. I hope her sadness will go away soon and get back to herself again. I wish I can take away the pain from her … If only it is as easy as buying her ellipticals I would have done that much more earlier..but this is just not that easy …

I am so sad. I never thought I will make this decision in my whole life but … I hope I make the right decision and how I wish I can pour out my feeling here but … (I am really sad now…don’t know how I will face the days to come …).

Yikes!! I can’t seem to stop writing lah…I better stop or else my nightmare will come true, hahahahaha.

Hmm..I know I thought of something just now that I wanted to write about but now I can’t remember!! Aiyahhh..what ahh? I hate it when this thing happen. It kills you right? Hmm, think!Think!….

No luck, I can’t remember   What’s wrong with me? Any idea how to cure this? It really annoying and I wish I wrote it down earlier..sorry guys..wasted your journey here but if you happen to know how to cure “bad memory” please, don’t be shy, drop me a line. Thanks!!

I’m still here but won’t be long. After I blog about my weekend or should I say more the Children weekend? Hmm I think it’s their weekend as I was busy and they are own their own oh well, I was there but not with them..err I’m confusing you all? It’s ok, coz I’m confuse too, hahahahaaha!

Poor darlings! They have to spend most of their time inside that baby cot. Crying also didn’t help this time   I feel so bad..sekejap dukung Preston, sekejap dukung Presley but the result still the same, either Preston or Presley will be crying *sigh* I NEED A MAID!!!!!!!

Then, Josh come to my rescue (I think he pity his mommy and brothers) He distract the twins attention from me and played with them. Josh will tickle them, play ‘friends aka counter strike’ with them, sing etc etc just to make the twins stop crying for their mommy. Whenever Josh do this, it always bring tears to my eyes and thank God. Yes, Josh might do it with different reason but still, I’m thankful to Josh. He even comfort his brothers by saying ” Adik, don’t cry. Naah..my Josh give you this?” or some times “Ok, ok Adik. Don’t cry! Nah my Josh friend you ok..” or “Who beat adik? Adik 2?Nah, Josh beat ok? And I wish hubby was there

I know, I know..I shouldn’t spend anymore time here if I wanted to accomplish my mission, hahahahaha but I’m scared I forget about this in few days (sigh, I tend to forget easily now..don’t know why*sigh*).

Josh proudly showed us his first art creation in school. He’s soo happy that Josh can’t wait to show it to us at home. Siap berposing lagi tu, hahahahaa. Cute or not his cat mask? Opppsss..not cat lah Mommy! This is Tigerrr….grrrrrrr! Well, that’s what Josh told us..so tiger it is everyone

Seeing Josh face so happy that day makes us, especially ME, forgets all my worries for a while. It’s  WORTH every seconds, minutes and hours that I spend in the office making a living so that my children will have the best in their life! I didn’t make a wrong choice! (hahahaha kasi lepas geram..I still feel annoyed bah)

*sigh* I thought I will be able to settle everything last week but I’m wrong. I had nightmare about it every night..nightmare of not able to go to Singapore coz I didn’t manage to clear my table, oopsss not table, my work lah, hahahahaaha. See, cannot think straight already, LOL! Oh man! If that really happen, I think I’ll have a heart attack and die on the spot, hahahaahaha. Touch wood!

So before that nightmare become a reality, I better do it by hook or by crook and settle everything by this week so that I can go to Singpore with YIPEEEEE feelings, hahahahaha.

Meaning….*sigh*  I won’t be updating my blog (provided hubby make some time to update it *it’s a hint dear*) and you know what’s the worst? I’m gonna miss reading your guys stories AGAIN The feeling is worst than not having the vessel sinks install at home

I shouldn’t be updating my blog now since my work really needs my attention but I can’t think straight now especially after the incident yesterday.

An innocent questions ( or maybe not) were asked yesterday to me by somebody.

Questions:

1. Do you love being a wife?
2. Do you love being a mother?
3. Do you love your children?

I answered confidently YES to all questions coz I do. Then that somebody said ” then what are you doing here? You claim you love being a wife, a mother and your children, yet you are spending more time working than at home. Don’t you think you should be at home?”