Too lazy to wake this morning after a few days of holiday. *Sigh* what to do, I’m working today so does hubby. When down to turn off the lights and open all the windows to let the fresh air in. Done that, wake hubby up and I took my bath. The kids are still sleeping.*Sigh* again. Really lazy this morning.
Done with my bath, I enter the room to check on the kids and notice that Presley is awake. I walked slowly to avoid him to notice me (sure he cry if he sees me..). Suddenly Josh sit up and asked me where is his Papa (yea, he always ask for his Papa..sometime makes me jealous
). I didn’t answer him straight away as by this time Presley was searching the voice. Luckily Josh didn’t repeat his questions but what he did was he land to our bed and continue sleeping. Presley starts to make noise…slowly I creep to his side and kiss him and put him back to sleep. Phewww…luckily he went back to sleep.
While I was getting ready myself, I looked at the kids and suddenly I felt something…umm..how to say this yea…something like..like..hmm like sweet?not sweet, hmm funny?also not..aiyahh how to say this ahh…I also don’t know how to describe it but the feeling really good. The same feeling that I have the day I gave birth to them…yes, the feeling of falling in love seeing a tiny body in my arms…so vulnerable but so sweet. Yes, that’s it…the feeling of falling in love with that tiny baby on the very first day they were in my arms and that’s exactly how I feel that moment. Falling in love all over again except they are not tiny anymore
See, they are not tiny anymore and these boys really make my day…I will treasure this moment forever..
p/s: Some of you might find this picture not related to the above post but for me it is. I fell in love with them when I saw them like this.
By the way, hope it is not too late for me to say Happy New Year to everyone from my little family





I know what you mean…it’s that warm, happy, contented, fulfilled, “life is good” feeling deep inside you when you see your darling sweet hearts sleeping so soundly as if nothing matters right?
Such joy they bring to our life isn’t it
i know that feeling. its like so hrad to explain. its like…how on earth did i create these cute people?
@Aunty J –
@Aunty J – yes, yes that’s exactly how I feel…glad you understand what I mean..
@sasha –
@sasha – again yes, you r sooo right there sasha…man, d feeling is soooo nice right?
i may not entirely understand how you feel MamaJ but i’m sure it is a very nice feeling. And somehow, i am touched by this.
@chegu carol –
@chegu carol – don worry chegu, u will one day…but yes, it is a very nice feeling.
how about another one on the way?? haha…just joking!!
Hey, thanks, i got your msg
@chinnee –
@chinnee – whooaaaa…pengsan hubby if one more on the way (LOL)..u tek care ya..
Yeah, I know how you feel.. the feeling where your heart feels like it could just burst with love and pride.. And it always comes to you when they’re sleeping.. They look so angelic and beautiful and the feeling just makes you overwhelmed but content at the same time.
When I look at my kids, I feel so scared because they’re growing up so fast and cannot “baby-baby” them anymore.. Before you know it, Buddy will be “embarassed” to kena kiss by his mommy in front of people already. LOL!
Thank God that it won’t be tomorrow, though..
@Shemah –
@Shemah – Same here..Josh is growing up so fast that sometimes he doesn’t want me to hug or kiss him…I miss that baby!