Mommy’s Life

*Sigh* what I am suppose to write today?In my mind, I have a lot of stories to share but when I open this blog and started to type out, my mind become blank. Not a single words come into my mind. My hands started to type something but before I able to read it, my fingers already pressing the delete ... Read More

Gosh, time really fly. My twins, Preston & Presley is four months today but the day I gave birth to them still so fresh and clear in my mind. Now, my twins has been occupying my time for four months and it doesn't feel like four months already. But one thing for sure, they change a lot in this four ... Read More

Mommy : Preston, do you love mommy? Preston : goo, goo, goo (and smile ) Mommy: Oh darling, I love you too. (kiss his chubby cheek) Preston: brrr, brrr, goo (again simile) Mommy: What darling?(put my face close to his face) Preston: aguu, aguu, aguu (this time he hold my shirt and smile) Mommy: oh baby, you scared mommy leave you? No darling, mommy will always ... Read More

*Sigh*..home alone with the children. Hubby working this weekend and the "sadness feeling" still there...too stubborn to go. Woke up quite early as I can't go back to sleep. Can't close my eyes and too many things in my head. Well, rather than I lay in bed and let this feeling control me, I better do the house work. ... Read More

Lately, my feelings really confuse me. Don't know why but I have this sadness feeling surround me. I try to ignore it but as days goes by the feeling become stronger. My mood change totally. My appetite gone. No mood for anything. What happen? Is something wrong with me? Definitely there something wrong with me. I began ... Read More