Lately, my feelings really confuse me. Don’t know why but I have this sadness feeling surround me. I try to ignore it but as days goes by the feeling become stronger. My mood change totally. My appetite gone. No mood for anything. What happen? Is something wrong with me?
Definitely there something wrong with me. I began to feel ungrateful of everything I have, I began to question everything and worst, I began to feel my hubby don’t love me anymore. I feel so unsecured. Everything I did the past few days seem so wrong to me and I can easily break down to tears. Even my hubby notice my changes but can’t do anything because every time he tried to ask, I’ll get pissed off or even worst, ignore him totally.
I keep on asking myself what happen? Why do I act like this? Why the sudden change? Am I having depression? Is it true what they say that woman who just give birth can easily get depress? Am I now? I really confuse…I wanted to share this feeling with my sisters but I can’t open my mouth. I feel soooo sad that I can’t even tell them that. Don’t say my sisters, not even to my hubby, the person who really close to me.
Do this things happen to others too? I wonder and still wondering about it. Even as I was typing this, I can feel the sadness in me getting stronger and I am struggling to control myself from breaking down. What should I do to get rid of this feeling? I hope it won’t last long as it really killing me….this is totally not me..no no no no….I am a happy go lucky kind of person..I don’t know how to handle this feeling but Lord, please help this poor mommy to overcome this feeling…it’s killing me and my love one…
My feeling look exactly like the picture above 
Wah?? This is not good at all dear. Later we talk about this seriously ok. So kesian lah.
is it because you are deprived of good sleep? honestly, i have this sort of insecure feeling sometimes, but it came faster and gone faster too, so i hope you only suffered this temporarily and may your tomorrow is another bright day.