Am I ready to be a parent to my children? How ready am I?I still remember the day when I decided that I am ready to be a parent. I say to myself “I am ready to have a child.” and told my hubby that it is about time for us to have a child of our own. But now, having 3 children now and then this question keep pumping up in my head. “Am I really ready to be a parent?” and most of the time I do not know the answer and unsure.

Every time I lost patience with my son (which I regret deeply later especially if I spank him) , I always ask myself do other parent do that too?Am I really ready to be the parent for my child?When I answer yes to myself, then why does sometime I lost my patience with them? sometimes complaint (not all the time lah) I’m not free to go out with friends like I used to?Not free to do what I feel wanted to do sometimes? Besides that worrying when my children are sick, lack of sleep at night, parting almost half of salary every month…Still I can’t answer that and still blurr about it. But one thing I know for sure, I love my chidren very much. They are my top priority besides my hubby of course.

Well my darling babies, maybe mommy not that ready but that doesn’t mean that mommny not going to learn….mommy is learning everyday and will continue for the rest of my life. Being parent to Josh, Preston and Presley is sure not easy but baby, mommy is learning. Please forgive mommy if mommy ever hurt you guys directly or indirectly coz mommy is still learning how to be a parent. Mommy will try my very best coz you guys are the best things ever happen to me of course besides marrying your papa .

My beloved son Josh Luke, who always makes us laugh and make our day with his funny character.

My twins, Preston & Presley…..how can anyone not love you darling…

My baby darling, mommy will do the very best to be the parent you guys will never regret having as a parent.